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pababe:

lindaaduhh:

courtneyjayyy:

My story behind my new tattoo.
No I am not looking for notes/attention. I just want to tell my story, to help others like me on here, possibly they may read this, and if you do, please please do not hurt yourself, if you need advice at ANY time, please feel free to contact me! @courtneyjayyy
I have had a really hard life, starting from when I was an infant. I was molested by my own farther. At 2 weeks old, my mother told me she told my farther to go wash me in the bathtub, but then when she went to go check up on me, he was putting me up and down on his penis, at just 2 weeks old. My mom is STILL with him till this day, I hate her so much for that, for not stopping, for not helping me, the person who is suppose to love you the most, doesn’t do anything, it hurts. He contuined this for several years, because my own mother wouldn’t move or take control, she claims she was ‘afraid’ of him. She’s full of crap, because if I had a child idc how afraid I was I would do anything to protect my baby, the least she could of done was call the cops at work or something, but she did not. He continued to molest me from then on, till I hit the age of 16. No one knows my story, besides my parents, and my brother who doesn’t know what to believe, because he is younger and never witnessed any of this. My dad never got caught, I do not live with my parents anymore, I live on my own, I am 18 today living life. I will hate my parents the rest of my life, and I refuse to ever see them again, or contact them. He ruined my life, he ruined my relationships with people, I can never trust anyone. I never had a boyfriend because I am afraid of men, period. Please feel no sympathy for me, because through all that, I am still smiling.
The reason I got this tattoo, is because God never failed me, he loves me and helped me through this, and never let me give up on myself, he never let me kill myself the millions of times I wanted to, he has a purpose for me on this earth<3

usually i dont reblog thesee, but this is fucking epic..

She is so strong, so much respect<3

how the fuck do you do that to a infant? sick bastered

So why is it,

kasseyface:

That I do not get as many followers/notes as those pretty cake-face photo shopped girls? Is it because I never wear make-up at all and think its offensive to because God made you the way he wanted you to look, and that’s how I think everyone should look? Or is it because my body isn’t perfect, my boobs aren’t hanging out of my shirt? Or is it because my pictures don’t look ‘professional’ whatever the reason, its a fucking shame to what are generation thinks is ‘beautiful’

You think what people created, such as make-up and photo shop is beautiful, whatever happened to natural look? Everything God has made is beautiful, not what you think is.

I know I am beautiful because I was created by God<3

THIS

46 notes - 2 June 2011

ayeecdubb asked: so i read your story and i just want to tell you that god has put you on this earth to do great things. he loves you and you are his...thise attempts have come to pass because he knows what you can do, and he knows your future, and knows what lies there for you..those attempts arent the end of your chapter..:) you are beautiful and those people..those insignificant, ignorant, condesending people..ha baby they are what we call jealous..they are cause they see what you dont-beauty. and cause they aint got it they hate. im the same age as you, going through highschool..throughall these changes..so i feel you. but i wanna tell you these people and these feelings you are having..dont let them cause you to inflict pain upon yourself..cause thats a temporary good feelings..all it does is make you think its okay..a short distraction. but keep ya head up. keep ya eyes on the prize and understand no matter what your circumstances come your way..god is with you and loves you..dont let these road blocks mess you up girl! no! youre gorgeous..and god made you this way, and gave you talents to glorify him, and use your talents to speak to others...keep ya head up..god has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind.

Aw thankyou!<3

- 1 June 2011